Lost purpose , Lost places . ♥
When was the last time you smiled over something you're very contented about ?
It's has been super duper longgggggggggggggggggg since i last updated my blog . For the passed 4 months , i would say it's like a roller coaster trip to me . As usual , life is never easy .
JANUARY : A brand new start with goals set for the years and ready for me to strike . It was the month that everything was still in it's stillness and peaceful state .
FEBRUARY : Test comes one after another . And i was selected for NPAP !!! The first & last parade that i'll be attending . As days go by , life became more and more hectic went assignments , projects , prep work , tests , cca and church collide . Celebrated valentine's day for the first time and was kinda great . (some would know what i mean)
MARCH : Super happening month of all . The month was packed with , trainings , tests , camps , outing , and church . It was also the months i learn alot from the people around me . Secondary one combine ug camp was a mind blowing camp for me i will say . I didn't expect myself to have gone that far for the people . Many at times i thought i would just blow up but i didn't . Holding on to my emotion , i didn't repeat what happened last year . And it was also during the camp that changes my perspectives on several people that was involved in the camp . And little did they know that they had actually made an impact in my life and keep me pondering about coming back . Atf or rather Hrc was the last official activities that my squad will be going through this year . Thank god i managed to conquer my fear of dark and pulled thought the tunneling ! YEAH YEAH !
APRIL : Everything didn't started out well for me . It's the most CUI-est moments . Just last week , my class enrolment decreases again . People steal flight copy back stabbed , all the bad things you could think of , most probably my class has been in it before . During maths lesson last Friday my heart sank as i see my classmates being called out of the class one after another . And it was also during last week that i became closer to them and understands more about their lives . In many of other eyes , they are like rotten apples that cannot be eaten and has to be dumped away . But to me , i think if you could take the time and have the patience to understand them , you would realised that they are actually nice people . Even today , when most of us were busy with the IFC prep , they stayed back to practised their performance voltneeringly without any teachers around .
Many at times i would think that why can't i be like that person OR why can't my class be like theirs OR ETC ETC ETC . Well , i would say it depends on yourself most of the time . You are part of the class , part of this world . Who you are and how you acts really plays a part in moulding the place and environment you're in .
Friends really are important especially when you are facing a mountain or a deep valley . Do cherish them for everything that they do . Even if they don't seem to worth for the time . Sorry Chloe .
Last of all , K i do feel left out at times .
JANUARY : A brand new start with goals set for the years and ready for me to strike . It was the month that everything was still in it's stillness and peaceful state .
FEBRUARY : Test comes one after another . And i was selected for NPAP !!! The first & last parade that i'll be attending . As days go by , life became more and more hectic went assignments , projects , prep work , tests , cca and church collide . Celebrated valentine's day for the first time and was kinda great . (some would know what i mean)
MARCH : Super happening month of all . The month was packed with , trainings , tests , camps , outing , and church . It was also the months i learn alot from the people around me . Secondary one combine ug camp was a mind blowing camp for me i will say . I didn't expect myself to have gone that far for the people . Many at times i thought i would just blow up but i didn't . Holding on to my emotion , i didn't repeat what happened last year . And it was also during the camp that changes my perspectives on several people that was involved in the camp . And little did they know that they had actually made an impact in my life and keep me pondering about coming back . Atf or rather Hrc was the last official activities that my squad will be going through this year . Thank god i managed to conquer my fear of dark and pulled thought the tunneling ! YEAH YEAH !
APRIL : Everything didn't started out well for me . It's the most CUI-est moments . Just last week , my class enrolment decreases again . People steal flight copy back stabbed , all the bad things you could think of , most probably my class has been in it before . During maths lesson last Friday my heart sank as i see my classmates being called out of the class one after another . And it was also during last week that i became closer to them and understands more about their lives . In many of other eyes , they are like rotten apples that cannot be eaten and has to be dumped away . But to me , i think if you could take the time and have the patience to understand them , you would realised that they are actually nice people . Even today , when most of us were busy with the IFC prep , they stayed back to practised their performance voltneeringly without any teachers around .
Many at times i would think that why can't i be like that person OR why can't my class be like theirs OR ETC ETC ETC . Well , i would say it depends on yourself most of the time . You are part of the class , part of this world . Who you are and how you acts really plays a part in moulding the place and environment you're in .
Friends really are important especially when you are facing a mountain or a deep valley . Do cherish them for everything that they do . Even if they don't seem to worth for the time . Sorry Chloe .
Last of all , K i do feel left out at times .
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