YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE .
You are not the only one feeling hurt , alone , sad , angry , confused , regretful , irritated , clueless , stupid ! Just because of your own jealousy and own pride has causes not one or two but a plenty of people to suffer . The way you approached things is childish . When you need it you treated the person like a prince or princess . When you don't need them , you just conveniently push them aside . YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO CHERISH THINGS OR PEOPLE AROUND YOU ! When you realised the most precious thing is gone , you acted like a pity little girl to gain sympathise from others . I doubt you even know that whatever you're doing now has put people to suffer under their own guilt . You did not just breakup a friendship but you break people down . Do you know how many nights i have crying to sleep ? Do you know how much trust i have had lost upon him ? Do you know whenever i sees you , you made me felt so guilty towards you and made me feel like a substitute ? Often you pushes the blame to others when things happened . Yet it wasn't them to be blame . Did you reflect on yourself more them asking people to reflect ? It's not my problem if you are a spoil brat at home or not . However if you wanna make friend with me then control yourself .
FRIENDSHIP , doesn't come by just making friends with people . It comes by how you maintain it . I understand sometimes best friends fall for each other . However if it didn't work out well , don't start to do stun to get it back . Loving someone is to give whatever that can make the person happy . I won't ask you to bless my relationship but stop pestering us .
Last of all , i don't hate you nor dislike you . I just do not agree with the things you do . Human being human made mistakes all the time . No matter what you will always be a friend and like in the past , a little sister to me .
To DD .
I'm sorry if i had accidentally hurt your best friend . I just need to vent it out . In a love game like this , there is always a party that has to get hurt . You ask me not to give in then I'm sorry for being selfish . I don't care about any prediction of what will happen next . I don't care whether all this will happen if t he story wasn't written this way . I only care about now and what i need to cherish .
If after reading this you're unhappy with me then so be it . At least till the end i will realised that is not me but her that you cared . Sorry if i can't be the very understanding girlfriend , if i were one , i think i would have back out by then .
FRIENDSHIP , doesn't come by just making friends with people . It comes by how you maintain it . I understand sometimes best friends fall for each other . However if it didn't work out well , don't start to do stun to get it back . Loving someone is to give whatever that can make the person happy . I won't ask you to bless my relationship but stop pestering us .
Last of all , i don't hate you nor dislike you . I just do not agree with the things you do . Human being human made mistakes all the time . No matter what you will always be a friend and like in the past , a little sister to me .
To DD .
I'm sorry if i had accidentally hurt your best friend . I just need to vent it out . In a love game like this , there is always a party that has to get hurt . You ask me not to give in then I'm sorry for being selfish . I don't care about any prediction of what will happen next . I don't care whether all this will happen if t he story wasn't written this way . I only care about now and what i need to cherish .
If after reading this you're unhappy with me then so be it . At least till the end i will realised that is not me but her that you cared . Sorry if i can't be the very understanding girlfriend , if i were one , i think i would have back out by then .
SHOUTING , SOMETIMES CAN HELP RELIEVE .
Thought i dare not think about what's up next , but i must be strong . It was a decision i made myself to get into this mess , then i must picked myself up from it . Maybe there's a lot of mistakes i have made along my way here . There also might be paths i shouldn't have walked but i did . And there might be people who I've let down . But i will not blame it on anyone but myself . I guess the only thing to make everything better is time .
K , A & P .
Please be stronger then before . The battle is coming to an end . I know everyone is exhausted now . Just give yourself and each other a chance . Let go of the past and move on . Learn to look at things the other way round from a brand new perspective . Who knows you might find a different you or a different each other ? I pray that all the drama that you guys acted in will make your friendship even stronger . Lastly , forgive and forget .
K , A & P .
Please be stronger then before . The battle is coming to an end . I know everyone is exhausted now . Just give yourself and each other a chance . Let go of the past and move on . Learn to look at things the other way round from a brand new perspective . Who knows you might find a different you or a different each other ? I pray that all the drama that you guys acted in will make your friendship even stronger . Lastly , forgive and forget .
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