Every decisions we made in life will always have either good or bad results . At some , we don't even know what will the outcome be . Maybe I'm just scaring myself but before the next month comes , nobody would know what exactly has happened and whether I'll be alright . Yes I'm angry with myself . With why am i always a pushover ? I'm angry with the fact that why must people lie to me to get their way through and why can't what she said be realistic enough for me to believe ? However till the end of the day , I'm still the one at fault . One hand doesn't clap . Was once bitten but wasn't twice shy .

The feeling of insecurity and fear is bad . Unsure of what did happened , uncertain whether he will stay , afraid that we are not be able to hold responsibility just kept making me feel even worst day by day . Regretted but nothing can be done . Admitting that we were wrong doesn't make anyone feel better .

When everything seems like a fairytale story , nightmare struck me . It brings me back to reality and acknowledgement .

Dear friends , if someone ever tells you that you shouldn't do this or that , i pray hard that you would listen to them .