Everything changed .
My girlfriends , my boyfriends , my friends , my sister and me .
Cant be bothered now .
Just wish to lie on the ground under the big blue sky , listening to my music .
Life is so compeitive , everything has to be compared to another .
I just hope someone could do something to cheer me up right now .
I just hope either valerie or cassandra to be here with me .
It's really the two of them whom i can really brust out everything too .
This the period i needed them de most .
I just wish something could have happened to me to gain some attention .
If only everything is that easy to gain .
If only ...


