Do everything to make it better .♥
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I don't know if i can do a good jod .
I don't know if i can be a good friend .
I don't know how long more can i hold on .
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I just wanna do everything nicely and put in all the best of me .
I just wanna be someone normal .
I just wanna be like any other people .
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I just want a real true friend .
I just want a person who is trueful to me .
I just want someone to understand me at times .
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Why am i who i am today ?
Why am i a person that doesn't seems to bring favour in to others life ?
Why am i someone who bound to get in trouble all the time ?
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If only theres a listening ear that is willing to listen .
If only theres a person who is willing to help me through .
If only theres someone to really be my damn bloody true friend .
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I start getting to hate myself more .
I start getting to stop knowing who i really am .
I start getting to be someone that makes people dislike me .
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I'm just so a bad girl .
A bloody bad girl .
A girl who don't even derserve any single dot of love from everyone .
Trust me no more .
because i trust no one now i think .
I wanna find out ;
the cause of all this .
Labels: -/I dont need your pity .
