I WAS NOT BEING TAUGHT BEFORE .
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These days , it really have been hard for everyone to get near me .
What have been going on ; i have deeper realised it ler .
Yes family , kinship is very important .
Friendship too .
It will be the second last thing i would want to lose it .
Very crap ba ?
These days ..
I kept quarrel with my friends .
Not just normal friends but bestfriends ; good friends .
After everything have come to peace ,
It don`t equals to everything has end , nothing happened .
Infact this part of everything is where i need to trouble about .
No one taught me before .
How to patch a friendship back .
No one taught me how to control my emotion when things don`t get along on my way .
I hate myself for being so cong dong at times .
Those words i use ; sound so hurtful .
I should have put myself in yours shoes before saying .
Shall stop here for this .
Have been working alot this lately .
Found out that other then working i don`t think i can do much .
I remember once in pizza hut i told engsing i miss school .
But i didn`t elaborate much to him .
Well , think about it .
what can be more relaxing other then studying ?
Life working is like hell man ~
Oh ya , trainings .
I kept MIA-ING during trainings .
PEOPLE ; IS NOT I DON`T WANT GO .
I`M JUST TOO TIRED FOR IT .
I KNOW EVERYONE IS TRIED TOO ..
I DON`T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN .
JUST ...
i am sorry guys .
Didnt do much today either .
Spend my whole day at home watching dvds .
The rain make me sleepy =Z
Okay ler .
I go sleep ler .
Sleepy again =xxxx
Wan an bloggie ~
i dont know if you were the right guy for me .
after all you`re attach to other le .
i dont know if i should still go on waiting .
my tears kept flowing ;
non stop ....
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Labels: 从来没有人, 教过我在这个时候应该说些什么才好 .


