the mood ; the swings ; the sorry .
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Why is everyone getting sadded and sadded each day ?
issit so worng going for an night cycling .
after that day ; nothing seem to get better .
my mood get swings easily .
everybody seems to be running away from something .
.
I`m sick for four days ler .
still not yet recover .
but i am feeling better and better each day .
my report .
got time also nobody seems to be willing to accompany me there to take .
yes , i am scare of the result of my report .
what if i really got it ?
does it mean i have one month left ?
maybe i am just trying to act like a brave one ,
but yet was running away from reality .
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People are you all really trying to cheer me up ?
Really caring for me ?
Or just cheer for the sake of cheer ,
Or you have nothing to do .
Well , i don`t felt love at all when you said so .
I don`t felt being in your mind when you promise so .
Maybe i am feeling / thinking too much .
But i can`t help it .
The actions you all shows me ,
Can`t suits what you guys told me .
Is like two different things you see ?
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What do i really want now ?
Don`t know ?
Maybe the goals i set for myself is just a dull one .
A no colours goals ; something which i set and hope to aim for .
Ending up with losing the faith on getting it day after day .
I am a victim of my own imagination ;
Acknowledging the things i desire in their absence .
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我好希望自己现在能有 .
个爱我的男朋友在身边 .
让我很放心的依赖这他 .
但他甚么时候才会出现 .
遇到对的人 ; 是种缘份 .
