the dna ; the loneliness ; the tears ; the cried out .
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finally i`m back to school again .
well , i reached the bus stop outside the school at around 6.58 am .
i wasn`t dare and bold enough to walk in the school .
was just wondering what makes me so fearful of school .
i sms-ed miss jennie and she actually walked to the bus stop to bring me to school .
reached school i avoided many people . esp my classmates .
well , for some people you might know what happened , but for those that don`t know .
den too bad lor :X
after having a secssion with miss jennie i just don`t feel like going back to class .
so i requested to stay outside the class at the dentension table till the time end .
so from 9 to 12 . i spend my time doing nothing .
it`s was just me and a blue teddy bear borrowed from adeline tan anan !!
well was caught by MR OW . as usual he was trying to recuit people to his
dentension class or rather cleaning team .
of cos i don`t go for dentension lar . i rather go home sleep :D
i also don`t care what will happenened to me lar . just don`t care lor .
HACK CARE ATTIDUCE !!! wahahaha ~
so from 12 to 1 .
my time was spend talking to LIU WEI XIN .
what a nice and cheerful girl she is ?
can tell she is trying to cheer me up . haha .
SORRY , BUT I JUST NOT IN THE MOOD .
wow , times files fast when there`s companion with you .
met adeline after school and ...
so called she lied to me !!
say meet "zhar bo" hais ..
whatever lar , i don`t care much . it`s always me the one .
i shall not say much about who we met and craps .
the intention to meet adeline was actually me , trying to find someone to talk to .
i will only talk to 5 people truefully about my life .
i`m sorry if you`re not one of them .
- miss jennie
- peggy /mammie
- adeline
- yeeling
- 不能说的秘密
miss jennie , talk to her ler but not really very helpfull .
peggy / mammie , don`t feel like fan-ing ta .
adeline , hais don`t want to talk about it .
yeeling , always bf first :X
i left with no choice and went to find 不能说的秘密 to talk .
but 不能说的秘密 was not free . nevermind den .
random lar . i damn moody today .
nothing ; almost nothing can cheer me up .
i want to cry ; but where`s my shoulder ?
i want to feel warm ; but where`s my hugs ?
i feel like shouting ; but where`s my soulmate ?
in the end went to watch MY DNA SAYS I LOVE YOU .
and just back home .
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i want my kiddy times back ~
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i`m stopped at the cross juntion .
which route will i take ?
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will the light helped fishes shine their way back home ?
is there really a house awaiting for me up there ?
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addidas , my motivation to make me contiune working .
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mr / mrs / miss blue teddy .
thanks for keeping me accompany for the whole day .
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watch this today .
not bad ; quite nice .
i want to watch this two movie .
anyone want to watch it with me ?
TADS REPLY
TO YVONNE : see when i am free . cos i`m working . sorry ..
TO CHENPEI : CAN TELL ! WAHAHAHA . is boX2 back ? :X
TO NIANG : haha , okay. tired. you should be the one working
and earn for family :X
i need someone badly now .
seriously , where are you ?
i`m searching it high and low ,left and right .
will i ever find you ?
how long more do i need to wait till you appear ?
