MY LIFE .
life for me this fews months have been going up and down .i really don`t know how to handle my younger brother anymore .i am tried . he is getting out of hand .can`t he be more understanding .help up more in the family then adding on trouble ?this week , i just qurelled with two of my besties . ADELINE & AMANDA .i don`t know what`s going on man .i don`t know how to get back to them lo . i want to be loveed . but who will ?hais . ytd night , was a sleepless night for me . when my father came back .my mum starts to chao jia with him . for the whole of two hours , i could not sleep and was crying like a baby in the room . i crave for someone to hug me and tell me everything was fine at that very moment . today morning when i wake up for school . i saw something unusual happenend. my mum was sitting at the window side crying . i could not do anything but staring at her backview . my heart melts ... after a while she stop her tears from dropping and went back to her room . i was almost late for school today .i was so moodless in the morning .no one ,nothing could cheer me up . till recess time i met my senior . he pass me my present . it`s was my favourite soft toy . and for the first time today , i smiled . after school when back with justin , yuyang and jian xiang .we talked about things that happenend in the class and in the school this few days . wanted to take pic with them .
but boys are usually shy luhs .i know & i know things ain`t going to be easy for me anymore .
but gogo jiayou ! XINYU NI KE YI DE (:
as i blog this , my tears being to flow and flow and flow ...
