I WANNA REST !
hais , i have been going out everyday this weeks leh . so tired . i want rest .tmr still got zone camp , following day got atc camp ! argh !! it`s my birthday leh ! i want money .i want buy my shorts ; haiya my camping stuff ! argh !! i wanna cry . i breakng down soon . someone help me can ?i`m so angry with adeline . she knows me for years, and she doesnt understand me . still say i don`t understand her . HELLOOOO ~~! wake up can . does saying all those words do good to you ? does loving ppl harm you ? can`t you just love ppl equally ? am i jealous ? yes of cos ! cos i zhai hu ni marhs . i`m just simply so unhappy about someone . well , just pray that things will get better barhs . now , whatever i do is worng . hais . had enough of this . go ahead say whatever you guys want . i understand why the ppl in the world can backstabbed ppl . but why ppl in church ? i starting to see the fact out of somewhere . you can think i am mad crazy or insance .i don`t care . leave me alone will you ?


